So, if you just get mad at me when things don't go my way, how will that go? Some people agree ultimately some people don't deserve to be famous, the lesser ones and the ones who do terribly nasty things on purpose and like throughout time.
I get mad and figure I will not figure out what to say. I don't think there's anything wrong with other people being mean to others and like cursing really meanly. It's my blog, and I need help right away, help that I don't get.
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Thursday, October 11, 2012
Ellen DeGeneres
Thanks a lot! I just sat down a bit harshly.
Thanks a lot to my mom for participating in your unsatisfying ways.
MY MOM IS BEING STUPID PUSHING ME TO BE MEAN ABOUT NELL BURTON. SHE JUST SUGGESTED SHE DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE ME JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE BEING SO "WORTHLESS" ... ABOUT MY "FATHER." NO ONE CARES. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
Thanks a lot to my mom for participating in your unsatisfying ways.
MY MOM IS BEING STUPID PUSHING ME TO BE MEAN ABOUT NELL BURTON. SHE JUST SUGGESTED SHE DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE ME JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE BEING SO "WORTHLESS" ... ABOUT MY "FATHER." NO ONE CARES. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
Renee Fleming
Associations with her have also reacted to the N word thing and I feel has made me close up to my father *beep*
Closed Up
Ellen DeGeneres
She seems to be unrelenting and mean just because of the n word thing with Nell Burton ... how stupid! She's just a goody two shoes with no substance, though she comes from a place that has remarkable substance in many ways, though seems like a living Hell. Nuff said. I mean, she just follows rules and doesn't really do anything. I don't know if this is what I mean like on the surface level. I don't think she respects people like my dad, and I can't have her playing around like that. She seems to cling to people like my grandma in the wrong way.
My Dad
I get a saracastic smug about him, and I no longer trust him. He wants me to suffer what everyone else does but thinks he impresses his mom up north by catering to me, how stupid! Please respect my rights to feel, you Goddamn niggers! WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS WORLD?
Kate Bush
I keep getting bothered by her perverted ways. I get echoes of her repercussions and have suffered a lot because of her take on the n word thing. I do hold her to acclaim in ways others don't and understand she's more reclusive.
My Dad
I'm tired of his nigger ways. No one should care about how they treat him.
Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton
I could just rip you apart for ruining my relationship with my dad.
I don't care!
You all should suffer how you've made me suffer. Stop boring in things on me. Someone get help and stop my dad and these people from listening to him!
She seems to be unrelenting and mean just because of the n word thing with Nell Burton ... how stupid! She's just a goody two shoes with no substance, though she comes from a place that has remarkable substance in many ways, though seems like a living Hell. Nuff said. I mean, she just follows rules and doesn't really do anything. I don't know if this is what I mean like on the surface level. I don't think she respects people like my dad, and I can't have her playing around like that. She seems to cling to people like my grandma in the wrong way.
My Dad
I get a saracastic smug about him, and I no longer trust him. He wants me to suffer what everyone else does but thinks he impresses his mom up north by catering to me, how stupid! Please respect my rights to feel, you Goddamn niggers! WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS WORLD?
Kate Bush
I keep getting bothered by her perverted ways. I get echoes of her repercussions and have suffered a lot because of her take on the n word thing. I do hold her to acclaim in ways others don't and understand she's more reclusive.
My Dad
I'm tired of his nigger ways. No one should care about how they treat him.
Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton
I could just rip you apart for ruining my relationship with my dad.
I don't care!
You all should suffer how you've made me suffer. Stop boring in things on me. Someone get help and stop my dad and these people from listening to him!
Disturbed
So, I just felt stimulated again. I find that like the first half of me gets very aroused and the second half of me ... can't. :0
Undue Suffering
So, now, you won't recite to me that I have to suffer things others don't because it depends on the situation.
Who to Blame and What Not to Consider
I don't play games. I don't want to get mad at any one person for the disagreement of many. :|
Suspicious
I find that pretty much everyone is going crazy with me because I'm mixed. They are trying to tell me I am not good and shouldn't do this and that. They have reactions to when something good happens to me or when I need something. I have concluded it's because of the prejudices of my hair color.
I was gonna say something else but forgot...
I was gonna say something else but forgot...
My Grandma
People liked me a lot and seem to suck up to her because they "squeezed out of me" in some way that I held her to acclaim, and I don't know if that's because we're related...
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
It didn't record today. D': But I checked and it's recording tomorrow. }:D
Degrees
It seems the online degrees in Communications|Public Relations don't offer as many hands on courses.
I don't know about Web Design. I mean, it's important and fun.
I don't know about Web Design. I mean, it's important and fun.
Disdain for My Family
Ever since the stupid "n" word thin, they've been wanting me to get in the drama of their sin, as a sinner.
Dream
I had an incredible dream. The first one had me wake up wanting to be carried, though I'm eating a lot and trying to get really big. I'll tell you why I wanted to be fondled by someone. I was like tired because I have't been to the grocery store in awhile. I had a somewhat heavy but not very big backpack on. I heard some people. I was upstairs, actually a lot like my house in Slidell. I got in the closet which was small, trying to get up a the top but was stuck in between the walls. They came in and shot a gun at me. I felt some sensation but nothing really, kinda like at my shoulder. I breathed a little loudly when they left, and they came back and shot me again, supposedly hitting me this time, on my shoulder. So, I woke up thinking I was just killed. These guys were srcrawny but supple with thin heads, 2 or 3. I guess I just felt icky, too, from not having the right food and just feeling so deadbeat.
My 2nd dream was neat. It was like a camp. I remember there was a big tank of water. There was a weird, simple plant sticking out of the water. My mom and brother were looking at it. I put my hands in the water. We were looking for maybe 5 minutes. I was wondering if there were crocodillians. There was one time I thought we were all underwater. I guess not. I went out to get a snack. There were several beer machines, with like letters for logos. There was a snack machine, a soda machine with a square button pad, and then this thing where you could pick out the stuff yourself, with a pocket of dollar bills.
I guess I like the independence I felt.
My 2nd dream was neat. It was like a camp. I remember there was a big tank of water. There was a weird, simple plant sticking out of the water. My mom and brother were looking at it. I put my hands in the water. We were looking for maybe 5 minutes. I was wondering if there were crocodillians. There was one time I thought we were all underwater. I guess not. I went out to get a snack. There were several beer machines, with like letters for logos. There was a snack machine, a soda machine with a square button pad, and then this thing where you could pick out the stuff yourself, with a pocket of dollar bills.
I guess I like the independence I felt.
"With" "You"
You may think I go under, but, somehow, I end up not. I don't know if I ever will. Who doesn't?
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