Saturday, October 13, 2012
European!
I'm pretty European. I'm good on my American side. I don't have to follow silly patterns of rules of I have to think this and that for whatever stimulating reason.
Appreciation
It seems to appreciate something like a long nose you have to first appreciate a short one, though I think a strong nose is best.
Saying the Right Thing
What do you think of people who say something is true when it's not fur sure but you feel pushed to jump to conclusions?
Race
When people realize they don't have the assets of both races, they ban together to rule out the other.
People Bornin 1950
They don't look as hefty as people born in 1960... That's more like older people. It's like how I see younger kids looking bubbly.
Behind Your Back, in the Shadows, in the Background
People say like you should respect famous people, but actually they don't, and the like happens, as well.
So...
I worked but people don't want me to have potential, but everyone is in my face about my interest in Tim Burton?
So...
You want kids today to start out getting too much, doing the wrong things, and then being paid for it?
Race!
Chinese-Indonesian (500 years,) Dutch, Anglo-Irish, Irish,
PolishChec|German|Jewish, Scottish, Swiss|Jewish, German &
Pennsylvania Dutch, Norwegian, French, English,
German|French|Austrian|Liechtensteiner, |maybe Scotch-Irish Jewish, and
Native American indian
Why?
Please don't meddle in my life in ways that will get you in trouble... Suddenly, my wisdom teeth started hurting while I was eating again. It reminded me that my brother didn't listen to me and got his wisdom teeth pulled. My mom made a big dela of it. My dad was disapproving, probably because he liked me. When we went to Disney once, my brother shoved the food at the Chinese place to my dad... I never do anything in that fashion. My brother is in college and works, in Environmental Science! D8 Also, I think my brother knocked him out, then, and acted like he'd keep doing it. At supper months later, he was chewing his food and making noise vigorously like he'd hurt my mom, but she doesn't care! D:' She put me in the mental hospital with my dad! I guess my threat in a previous blog was that if you do that to me I could do that to you instead. Now, my periods are shallow and had gotten so lush when I came home from college! I think I'm gonna *beep* someone. No, I do not disapprove of my dad like being mean to my brother about losing his teeth, though it would teach him not to listen to my mom. It's too late, though. My brother always clinged to my mom and never listened to me. I just hid behind her dress.
I'm wondering about some things now, how it gets Ellen off that I'm mixed race. Well, her mom's last name is Jewish Austrian or Austrian, but it's kinda nice. Why does everyone seem to have a problem or something that makes them different in a bad way? I found I have a Swiss|Jewish last name. Audrey Hepburn's mom's last name is Swiss. Also, I have a Polish|Chec|German|Jewish last name. Ellen DeGeneres is a famous person who is more famous than Elvis, well maybe not. She keeps a low profile but is seen more than most people. I understand that people are forward with her in inappropriate ways and bottle up their true emotions about her. I guess it's an interesting issue to her, but it's not to me. I talk about anti-racism. I talked about it a lot, but I won't sit here and talk about how I'm not white when I'm more white than other people of other races.
I'm wondering about some things now, how it gets Ellen off that I'm mixed race. Well, her mom's last name is Jewish Austrian or Austrian, but it's kinda nice. Why does everyone seem to have a problem or something that makes them different in a bad way? I found I have a Swiss|Jewish last name. Audrey Hepburn's mom's last name is Swiss. Also, I have a Polish|Chec|German|Jewish last name. Ellen DeGeneres is a famous person who is more famous than Elvis, well maybe not. She keeps a low profile but is seen more than most people. I understand that people are forward with her in inappropriate ways and bottle up their true emotions about her. I guess it's an interesting issue to her, but it's not to me. I talk about anti-racism. I talked about it a lot, but I won't sit here and talk about how I'm not white when I'm more white than other people of other races.
Dreams
It's hard to remember now. I was gonna say some other stuff, too. Let me just go out and say it. I thought Kate Bush was really nice. She's from England and her mom is Irish. I called someone the n word and it seems the whole world knows. Wow, even when I type on WordPad, I mean Notepad, sometimes the words blink and it makes me jump. Anyway, I like to live surreally, but I keep hearing these other worldy sounds of Kate Bush being antsy that she wants to knock me out of my senses and make me uncomfortable, even with my Noisemaker.
So, my dreams? I think I can remember one. Well, it wasn't really a big deal. I think it was disjointed and uncomfortable... I'm not sure if I'd remember it. I don't think there was anything about caring about me. I think it was like a camp.
I was trying to feel like those kids in 2005 being carried, but I felt knocked out by Kate Bush and had to masturbate about that pornographic Alice, which I saw some pictures of, which shames me because I don't really masturbate to porn. I masturbated to myself, yesterday. :|
Anyway, these clicks and squeaks are constant and of the annoying type. It's like being a hostage. No one helps me. It's like when I'm in school and no one can get me out of it but me.
I'm also mad I thought that Ellen DeGeneres in a way mainly caused this ... my dad was having popcorn and I felt like my tubes were gonna pop all night and woke up a few time and went to the bathroom. I was upset and settled in and made myself feel better, in the end. I don't know why I was so mad, but I was. I mean, he even popped it at a time where I supposedly should have not gotten, well, at all mad. I think you're a perv if you think I should be mistreated by my father. Who thinks that? You mustn't be very cool because that isn't cool. It's mean, and it won't get you anywhere, and adults will twist your life, like they've always done, and they will all do it so you can't stop them. You know people like you want approval from them. So, I got mad at people walking yesterday, at cars, thinking they'd never have a comfortable, fulfilled life for mocking me. Well, 2 days ago.
So, my dreams? I think I can remember one. Well, it wasn't really a big deal. I think it was disjointed and uncomfortable... I'm not sure if I'd remember it. I don't think there was anything about caring about me. I think it was like a camp.
I was trying to feel like those kids in 2005 being carried, but I felt knocked out by Kate Bush and had to masturbate about that pornographic Alice, which I saw some pictures of, which shames me because I don't really masturbate to porn. I masturbated to myself, yesterday. :|
Anyway, these clicks and squeaks are constant and of the annoying type. It's like being a hostage. No one helps me. It's like when I'm in school and no one can get me out of it but me.
I'm also mad I thought that Ellen DeGeneres in a way mainly caused this ... my dad was having popcorn and I felt like my tubes were gonna pop all night and woke up a few time and went to the bathroom. I was upset and settled in and made myself feel better, in the end. I don't know why I was so mad, but I was. I mean, he even popped it at a time where I supposedly should have not gotten, well, at all mad. I think you're a perv if you think I should be mistreated by my father. Who thinks that? You mustn't be very cool because that isn't cool. It's mean, and it won't get you anywhere, and adults will twist your life, like they've always done, and they will all do it so you can't stop them. You know people like you want approval from them. So, I got mad at people walking yesterday, at cars, thinking they'd never have a comfortable, fulfilled life for mocking me. Well, 2 days ago.
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